Love Isn't a One Way Street

Does anyone have that quote that goes something like "i believe in 11:11...wishes" iono something along those lines. It would really help me out :)

So basically i chopped off my hair because it was a piece of iish and the guy told me that its too damaged to do nething else. So its gone. People have been saying that's its cute....but i miss my long hair. Oh well maybe it'll grow on me? (no pun intended)

 ( so lets look at some pics.... )

Heyyy ya'lll,

lol ya so you can thank my amazing gigalo Jonnny Boy for my update... I <33 him to reeese's piecesss!

So not much has been going on... I've been really busy, only not really. lol its really weird. School sucks, i hate it pretty much. My first period teacher is a fag... he looks like a friggen turtle and i wanna poke my eyes out of boredom in that class. Second period is pretty chill only cuz Pat's there but Burns gives us like a new project everyday. Third period is pretty cool, we have alot of "chill time" in that class. And forth period is just ridiculous and a complete waste of time.

The best part is in between classes when I get to see Timmy :-D. Lol he's sooooo friggen sweet, he walks me to class even tho his is on the COMPLETE opposite side of the school. & he just makes me smile like woah. But iono i guess i'm just having doubts cuz i'm scared to get attached again and dont think i'm really ready for another relationship so soon. and besides, there's that lil fact that he's like IN LOVE with his best friend. I dont care what people say, you can't compete with that. And i dont want to go into something knowing that i'm second place... But he does make me feel real good... so i realy dont know. I guess for now i'll just take it slow and become friends with him.. I really dont want a boyfriend just yet :-/

I still get my "steve moments" lol... like one day i'll wake up and just be down because i had a dream about him or something, && i spend the rest of the day moping around and get this craving to listen to "our song". Sometimes I even want to just talk to him, un-do everything that's happened, just forgive him and let him into my life again. But I know i can't let that happen and I'm glad that i have people who can set me straight, keep me in line, and just tell me not to talk to him. We ALL know its better this way, so thanks to everyone who reminds me of that when i need to be reminded.

So yah, that's basically all... i've been working like all weekend. I have no life, and no one can ever hang out :-/. My mom is retarded cuz she needs me to babysit everyday.... i flipped out on her today cuz she said i couldn't go to the Varsity Soccer game tomorow, and that didn't go too well so i guess we're fighting now. oh well... i can take her ;-). I mean seriously, I stayed home by myself since i was like 6... in South Boston.. ok?! We live in Nashua now, not exactly Gangsta central, my sister is 8 and my brother is 11... Ugh i hate how she doesnt let me have a life.

Well later loves <333

So summer has come and gone and now all that's left are the bittersweet memories :-/
I miss summer so much.... only 179 school days to go tho!

So yah, first day of school was aight... i mean how good do u think the first day was gunna be anyway?

First period... Senor Ducas......... oooh boy am i screwed for that class. I had like no clue what the homework was about, thank you to whom ever made freetranslations.com---- you are my savior! hehe but yah he seems wicked hard.. nice but hard.. o well no pain no gain si?

Second period... Mr. Burns bio.... he seems like the shit! haha he just seems so down to earth and so coool.. too bad that whole class is like freshman besides for me, Pat Dunn :D, Brendan Sheehan :-/, Chris Marques, some kid Khi, JD, Chris Drury, Paul Morse :-/, and these 3 sophmore girls that i don't really know. but besdies that it aight... just hope sheehan doesn't try making ne moves on me,, he already told Pat he was gunna make him move so he could sit next to me, i'm like NOPE PATS MY BUDDDY!! haha grossness

Third period... Mr. Majoy english... he seems really awesome too. He's like 62 but completly understands teens its scary... i have awesome people in that class... deff going to be a worthwhile class and i have C lunch!! i'm muy excitied.... Marcy's at my lunch:-D.. and so is Tawny!! soo cool

Forth period... Ms. Rousseau Human relations... she is SOO NICE!!! The people in that class are like crap tho... their all these loud obnoxious people.. i mean i don't have a problem with being loud, but the stuff they say its just plain dumb... so w/e. The class itself seems pretty interesting tho.. its all about like relationships and stuff.. oo joy-- maybe she'll teach us how to make guys into better lovers ;-) haha

So yah, i'm like bombarded with stuff to sign and homework to do.... In Human Relations we have to write a letter describing an acomplishment or a struggle we are trying to get over... i was thinking of writing about Steve and everything that happened... i mean maybe it'll help to get it all down and have someone read it and help me deal wit everything... who knows :-/

UGH their are ABSOLUTLY NO CUTE GUYS IN MY CLASSES!! i'm soo bummed... but i guess its not that great to have a boyfriend in the same class as you... so maybe i'll just find someone around the school ;-) who knows?

tata for now darlings!!

Yah so my schedule pretty much sucks donkey asss.....

Semester 1:
spanish 3 - ducas ----(willy D!)
biology - burns
humanities- majoy (Mike Martin!)
human relations- ms. tbdcur

Semester 2:
Q3- Health- Valuk
Q4- Gym- Costa ----(one&only Sam J!)
Pre Calc- Chauvette
Humanities- Demers----- (Mike Martin!)
Spanish 4- Ducas

anyone have any classes together???

oh and elyse.. i forget to check the time of our bus?? hehe, wat time is your stop at?? ur still bus 12 correcto???

( With a face like THIS who needs a boyfriend!? )

Sam and I had a purty amazing time last night... check out the pics!

( Can You Say Camera Whores?! )

I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hopefully i still have my job... uh :-/

lots to tell ya.... write about it lata

My summer is fucked.
I hate my parents.
I love Samantha Jackson.
I truely love Stephen Michael Riley.
We're got Notebook Love. (or as close as you can get ne way)
I miss Steve.
I love my friends.
I'll miss everyone this summer :-/.
I wish I didn't screw things up.
I hope Steve and I get back together...or i will really die.
I hate being grounded...but i'm a bad girl and sneak online :-p.
I wish my mom understood how much I love Steve and would just talk to his mom.

My summer is fucked......

and soon you'll see...that you were meant for me, and i was meant for you....

I'm sorry for not telling some of you guys everything. I guess I should have said something...but I guess I just felt ashamed maybe? and also felt that somethings are pretty private and shouldn't be told to the whole world. Yah...maybe someone should mind their own business, stop obsessing over someone they can never get, and just stop being so annoying. If I wanted to tell you, then I would have told you; and you're deffinetly the LAST person i wanted to know anything.

Sorry to those of you I know I should have told.... forgive me??

:-(

So, i haven't updated in a while.. here's what's been going on:

Last thursday, Sam&Adri day fuckin rocked!! it was sooo much fun. we got our nails done, drove to Dr. Davis' Ice Cream, and just drove around through Hollis. Holy cow they have farms!! lol, it was great.

Over the weekend I had to help my parents out with my sister's first Communion. It was horrible.. i did absolutly nothing that weekend. My sister had a huge party sunday though, and my bitch of a mom made me go to school Monday even tho she stayed home from work. That sucked... i like fell asleep in all my classes. Then after school she made me help her clean the house for her friends that were coming over. Chris and his family ended up coming over for dinner, which was cool.

Yesterday Steve came over and so did Sam, Elyse, and Arielle. It was fun. He looked pretty uncomfortable with all the girls, but it was a fun time. The girls left and Steve stayed till he had to go to work @ 6. Things are going great with Steve and I... he makes me so happy and he's just wonderful. I know that like everyone hates him, but i don't care cuz i love him. lol

ugh and then, my mom like flipped out at me for lying about Sam coming over. It was such a stupid thing to lie about too, but ya kno since i'm such a patalogical liar when it comes to my parents, and can't really lie on the spot; she realized what i was doing and took my friggen cellphone away :-(! i'm soo pissed off... I didn't have it in school today and i felt naked. lol, seriously i rely on it so much. *sigh* w/e maybe she'll get over it soon. I hope they do, cuz i want to go to the movies this weekend wit steve, and i also have to work on a project with Melissa and Elyse. but u kno..my parents dont "trust me" anymore.. w/e they can just deal with it

*leave it*
<3

So Steve and I are going out...

I'm happy :-D

the end

<3

So new layout... well not really cuz its the same as my Myspace. but w/e

what do u think?? is it too pink?

can u ever have too much pink though?

i'm thinking of making this public again...?

*Leave IT!*
<3

EVERYONE DO THIS FOR ME, PRETTY PLEASE!?!

Hello my name is_______.
I ________ Adri.
Adri is _______.
Me + Adri = _______.
I wish me and Adri were ______.
If I were alone in a room with Adri, I would _______.
I want Adri to know that I __________.
I think Adri should _________.
Adri needs to _________.
I want to ____________Adri.
Someday Adri will ________.
Adri reminds me of _______.
Without Adri I would _______.
Memories of Adri are ________.
Adri can be __________.
The worst thing about Adri is _________.
The best thing about Adri is _________.
Adri loves _________.
If I had to pick a boyfriend for Adri i would pick_________.
I am ________ with Adri.